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It's 4:07 am and you are heavy on my mind. Mom's sick Jerry. I don't know what's going to happen to us but I need you to come around us and watch for Momma. It's not good. You left us way too early. We are all still broken. I love you bubba with all of my heart. ♥️
It's been a whole year that you've been gone but it still feels like yesterday that we got that knock on the door that destroyed our lives. Me and Caitlin were driving home from the store yesterday the 22nd at around 5:30 the time you passed away and a black cloud came over us, the wind started blowing so bad, the leaves from trees were blowing them all around us and I knew you were there. I knew it was you. It rained the day you passed. That's how it happened. Then the exact same day and time 1 year apart.. I know it was you..I took Momma outside so she could see it and it made her smile. Keep coming to us please? Jerry, I love you so much. I miss you all the way in my soul. People say it will get easier but it's not. I'm still in shock and still angry. We all miss you every moment of every day until our final breaths in this world and we join you, daddy and Angie.
Your sister.
Kacie
I miss you so much Bubba. I still can't believe you aren't here with us. I can't accept it. I know it's real but I just can't believe it I still feel as much pain as I did from day one. Nothing will ever make this pain lessen. I just want you to come home now. I blame everyone. I wish you never would have met the people you did. I wish you never went to work in Troy. I wish you would of stayed home and not went to enterprise because honestly you'd still be here. Mom, Caitlin, Jacob and i's life will never be the same. We could never move on. Nothing comforts us and nothing ever will until we see you, daddy and Angie again. I hope you are taking care of cletus up there for me. I feel like you are giving me signs that you are still around me and I want you to know that I see them and they do bring a smile to my face. Jacob graduated from high school. You always pushed him to not give up and finish school. I wish you could of been there but I know in your own way you were. I know you are so proud of him. He misses you. We all miss you. Caitlin wears your necklace everyday. She never takes it off. Out poor momma, Jerry her heart is so broken. I'm trying to take care of everyone. It's overwhelming but I'm doing it. I never pictured our lives without you. Its crazy to think about it really. My life plan always had you in it. It never crossed my mind that we could lose you. You left a hole in our hearts that could never be repaired and I will grieve you for the rest of my life. You are the best brother I could of ever asked for. Stay around okay? Keep giving me those signs because my life can't be without you still around. I need you so I can be strong like you were. I love you for eternity. My sweet, hard headed, bubba, I miss you.